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my husband says that this morning he awoke at one o'clock in the morning because the baby cried and I snored like pig (we have an agreement that I get up at night and change him in the morning). I got up, rocked him a bit and put it back, asleep in the crib. I can not believe you have not listened to mourn Maxi and I can only think that: 1 .- O. is inventing history never to rise in the morning, 2 .- my level of exhaustion is more serious than he imagined or 3 .- I'm going deaf. Normally

scene goes like this:

(Maxi) Buuuuaaaaaa!
(Maxi) BUAHHHHHHH!
I get up, walk him, so calm and when you pass a whispering it again to leave the crib. If the crying persists, which means hunger and give you a bottle. Then back to my bed.
(O) What was it?
(I) And I do not know.
(O) Do not you say?
(I) Yes, I said BUAHHHHH !!!!! I woke up and WERE NOT HERE!! BUAHHHHH! WHY WERE NOT ACA ME?? BUAHHHH!

must be very upsetting to a baby in the arms of someone falling asleep and waking up from a mattress. It is as if we liest down on the bed and we woke up at three o'clock in the dark, the kitchen floor, not knowing how the hell we got there. Something strange. Although, according to O., I grab the towel with a pillow and sleeping ...

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This is an exercise memory. Memories are an important part of the soul and do not want to forget anything that happened in my life. I have had many nice things and a few persons who were not so. Travel has been and is one of my greatest pleasures and I am proud to have feet planted in so many countries that made me see life differently. Also, if some day my son reads this blog, I found out that her mother was not always a cop and a heavy old who only knows to say "bundle up". Countries

ever trod, lived or traveled (not chronological or alphabetical order but slightly geographic):

1. Argentina . Of my loves. Born and raised to the sound of the tango (on radio), the English pop (in my going-cassettes) and the paso doble (the voice of my mother). I toured with Claudia from top to bottom, we lacked Ushuaia ...
2. Uruguay . Punta del Este just a weekend.
3. Chile . Santiago, for work.
4. Brazil . Camboriu and Florianopolis. By bus from Buenos Aires, a hock. We were teenagers. It tasted like heaven. Sao Paulo, for work.
5. Bolivia . Peace and sickness. Lake Titicaca, the Island of the Sun and the Moon.
6. Peru . Inca Trail (still I can not breathe when I remember), beautiful Cuzco. Lima. The ceviche.
7. Venezuela . A country where I always come back. Caracas, Puerto La Cruz, Orinoco Delta, La Guaira, Los Roques, the West Coast and guarapita. My dictionary includes Venezuela: arepas (Queen pepeada, my favorite), horny, cachapa, catira, Conchal, cool, chimbo, joropo, Maracucha, buddy, snacks, sifrino and scabbard.
8. Colombia . Bogotá, Medellín and Pereira. Cumbia and vallenato.
9. Panama .
only channel 10. Costa Rica . San Jose. When I wanted to go to the Arenal volcano, gave me a kidney infection and had to grab the first plane back to the house.
11. Honduras . Tegucigalpa. I still remember the narrow panic airport. Comayagua. I love that black and white ceramic (Lenca) and only return to buy kilos of it. Also go to the ruins of Copán.
12. Guatemala . Tikal, Guatemala City and the beautiful Antigua.
13. Mexico . Two years of my life, numerous visits and guys, I make it worthy to at least an honorable visitor plate. Cancun, Riviera Maya, Tulum, Chichen Itza, Merida, Cozumel, Mexico DF, Puebla, Acapulco, Teotihuacan, Cuernavaca. Chiles in walnut sauce, enchiladas with mole sauce, flank steak, tampiqueña, tacos al pastor, guacamole, refried beans and quesadillas. I still still so much to see ... Monarchs, San Miguel Allende, whales of Baja California, the ranch of Diana, in Tampico, Puerto Vallarta, buy pottery in Oaxaca and Taxco silver.
14. Dominican Republic . Santo Domingo, Punta Cana and merengue.
15. Puerto Rico . San Juan, casinos, the nose, the old San Juan, Rio Grande.
16. Cuba. Havana, La Bodeguita del Medio, the sauce and Varadero.
17. Bahamas . A conference I attended in Grand Bahama, Paradise Island and the Atlantis Hotel.
18. Curacao . A few hours in Willemstad, the capital.
19. Jamaica . A conference in which I was a participant in a panel. I did not see the beach.
20. United States. More than fifteen years. Seventeen states visited to end up living in the capital of Cuban coffee and mojitos. Shopping paradise and my third nationality. If you do not have to work, live in California.
21. Spain . My second home, by nationality, kinship and affinity. The aristocratic and wild beaches in the north, south foreign shores, the Andalusian art, pride and fun Madrid, the Catalan austerity, the coves of Mallorca, Ibiza and the progress of English sobriety. The spike in tortilla, paella, black rice, the pa amb oli , the buns Ca'n Joan de Saigo, the Cokes and fried pata negra ham, olives with anchovies, cooked in Madrid, the fideua, the chorizo, Manchego cheese, tripe, the cupcakes of Astorga, wines Rioja and suckling pig in Segovia.
22. Portugal . Lisbon fado.
23. France . The boastful Paris, the beaches of Nice, Monaco. The wine, cheese Brie , pancakes and baguette .
24. Italy . Bella Venice, Florence and Milan. Dying to see Rome and the rest of Tuscany, the Amalfi Coast.
25. England. London, modern and traditional. I have pending the English countryside y Escocia.
26. Suiza . Zurich, de pasadita nomás.
27. Bélgica . Bruselas; el encanto de Brujas y sus canales.
28. Holanda . Amsterdam, cosmopolita, políglota, austera y moderna.
29. Alemania . Colonia, Munich. El castillo de Newshcweinstein.
30. Austria . Viena, Salzburgo, Insbruck.
31. Turquía . Estambul, el Gran Bazar, la Mezquita Azul, Santa Sofía, Topkapi. El té de manzana, Ankara y Capadocia.
32. Hong Kong . Victoria Peak, las máscaras de la opera china, el hotel Península, el té ingles, el templo taoista de Wong Tai Sin, en Kowloon, incense and to read the future in the palms.
33. India . Chaotic, artistic, hard, friendly, mysterious, historical, mystical. Bombay, Rajasthan, Varanasi and the Ganges.
34. Nepal . Kathmandu, Buddhist temples, stupas, the Himalayas, Dubar Square, Swayambhunath Stupa, Krishnarpan restaurant in the hotel Dwarika with their shows and their twelve-course dinners.
35. Kenya . Mombasa, Masai Mara, Kilimanjaro, Amboseli, Lake Nakuru. Elephants, lions, Rinos, leopards and cheetahs.
36. South Africa . Cape Town, beautiful and cosmopolitan, Durban, Kruger Park. The lions, whales, penguins, great white sharks, the vineyards and the Malva pudding.


is so much to explore. The backpack and gave it to my nephews (now prefer rolling case) but not yet hung wanderers habits. I wonder if Maxi and O. I will stand where, three hundred staff and wrinkles, I want to get a ticket to Timbuktu ...


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I have an appointment for a hysterosalpingogram to of the month. It is not something that I hope with great joy but also remember her with dread. Because preterm birth Maxi, the doctor advised us to study to see if everything is in order and know what the life of the "septum", before thinking of transferring more embryos.

I say this with fear and excitement at a time. Having another child and give a brother Maxi would crown the cup cherry ice but ... when everything is so perfect Why take the risk of something going wrong? And the list is long. Clots, caesarean section, edema, and above all, return to sit next to an incubator. What if instead of being born to the thirty-three weeks, born at twenty-six, with only incipient physical development?

The doc said that premature births are more common when the first but I was a lot of time on the wrong side of statistics and do not want to return.

One would think, given my history with infertility, should not worry too much, because the embryo transfer pregnancy there is an abyss. At the end of the day, we transferred three embryos, and only the best flourished one. And yet ... I think it's intimately, at least, possible. I am convinced that heparin made the difference for Maxi arrived, the bright California doctors and biologists did the rest. So ... Why not?

The fact is that the embryos are there, chilly, awaiting our return and more we give back, can not stay there. We will have to close your eyes, breathe deeply, hold your breath and jump into the pool. I hope you have water.


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happy moments

I give milk in bed. Fell asleep on me. Not in arms, or curled, her back with open arms crossed, her head on my sternum, slightly tilted to my right arm and bowed legs and frog. Pipón, satisfied and relaxed. After a week of fevers, bronchial sprays covered and finally breathing quiet sounds. No noise nor pain. I take the hair from her face. I search your profile with the shadow of the fingertips, barely touching your skin. I inhale the scent of your head and memorize every inch of her face, every curve of her cheeks. I still find it a miracle that here, with us. And I know that all children will go out of hand over time, which is why I remember every second I'm with him. Before the run, before crawling to discover the world without me, I have a captive, comfortable and with abandon sprawled on my tummy. It is a good time.

budgets was asking for your dentures, but today it has come, finally, his first tooth.


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